I’m working on a post about Anxiety but it feels a bit preachy.
While it marinates in my sub-conscious, I’m going to blow out my notes folder.
I get my second vaccine shot tomorrow. The first had a very positive impact on my vibe.
J&J’s in the news for a 1-in-a-million risk of severe blood clotting. No doubt, we will get saturation coverage for the next couple days.
I’ll let the experts comment on the data. I want to share how I deal with risk.
- Who should take a one-in-a-million risk?
- What are my alternatives to what scares me?
- What is the risk of a bad outcome from not taking this risk – ie what’s the risk from not choosing?
- What are the real risks in my life that I’m taking, unawares?
The final point is a big one for me. It feels like I am reading about a male, aged 16-25, dying every week in Boulder County (pop. 326,000). Lots of car accidents.
Humans take a lot of risky shots, and avoid many sensible risks.
How am I fooling myself?
Most everything I pay attention to is a distraction from my main task of teaching my kids.
My daughter had a fabulous swim meet this past weekend. She then got home and proceeded to diva-it-up with regard to housework and making her lunch.
I get it, she was tired from racing like a maniac.
However, when she started to push back on anything other than lying down and staring at a screen… I was triggerrrrrrrrred!
Hey! You can be coming home from Olympic Trials. I don’t care. You’re still doing the vacuuming.
Here’s my philosophy… Training, and racing, are a treat. You need to earn the right for both. You earn the right by meeting your obligations to your family and your future self.
Collectively, this is a major failure with how we treat the beautiful, rich and speedy => not going to happen with my minor children, at least in my house.
Have you every caught yourself saying…
I don’t want to be that way.
I do, a lot. It was the source of the $100 challenge I gave my kids if they catch me yelling.
Well, underlying that thought is a habit of giving control to people and events outside of myself.
Of saying internally… “you’re making me be this way”
Of ignoring the true source of the way I am.
My choices, my habits and the incentives I give myself.
We’re moving off the State’s COVID dial this week. We don’t have a clear explanation of how we will move towards normal.
Here’s the chart I follow locally (risk)…
And Nationally (ruin)…
Our state budget is in great shape. I expected the opposite.
It is a tough time to be fiscally conservative.
Government is setting a lot of preferences in my city, state and country. I don’t mind, per se. I’m no better than government with regard to the future and I’m insulated from the impact of the downside.
I’m not writing about COVID restrictions – we’ve done a good job compared to the rest of the world => based on… what we knew at the time, and the constraints of how we set up our society.
What catches my eye is the massive amount of capital being allocated by all levels of government.
Always well-intentioned, often inefficient and an incentive for re-election, rather than long-term value.
The consequence of easy money is wasted funds and lower initiative.
I read an excellent book on Colorado Snow. It’s called Hunting Powder. Fun to read.
The author writes about being involved in close calls, body recoveries and making conservative choices in avalanche terrain.
This gives me an opening to remind you… when your downside is death, especially when you have kids, the conservative choice is to not take the risk.
Even if you don’t have kids… Gary, Henry, Andy and all the others we’ve lost to accidental death.
Every death resonates far beyond its immediate circle.
I feel the death of remote folks, every single day.
It’s good for the collective and your future self will thank you.